About this site...

I have had a life threatening illness for seven years. It has brought me down. It has taken most of what I own. I am in debt. Yet, I still see the good in life. Take a look at life through my eyes. There is something wonderful to see everyday, if we stop to look.

About the author...

My name is Steve. My friends call me SOwens. I am a Cushing's Disease survivor. I have fought this disease for years. On January 30th, 2009 I had a radical surgery bilateral adrenalectomy (BLA) in the attempt to cure it. This is my day to day struggle to recover and win. My goal is to tell my story the only way I know how, from the heart.

The Broken Toy...

The "Before The Cure" series are items I wrote as I struggled with finding why I was sick and then finding a cure. Some of my writings were dark and dreary, but a lot of them were written to help me remember to have hope. Some of them were poetry. I am not a writer or poet. What I write comes from my heart and how I feel at the point in time I write.

The Broken Toy poem was written because people were really treating me, well, like a broken toy. We were missing family and I believe they were all struggling and trying to make sense of my sickness. I thought that this is how a broken toy must feel, if it could, and a poem was born. I hope you enjoy it.


The Broken Toy

I live in the silent toy box...
broken and alone.
I am the same toy I used to be,
I'm just missing a little foam.

Do you remember the golden days...
like Christmas morning at the tree?
I wonder now when you look,
what do you see left in me?

I am a broken toy...
does that make me worth less?
Just a few moments of your time,
surely I would feel blessed.

Don't look at me with scorn...
Don't look at me with disdain.
I am a broken toy,
but does it mean I feel no pain.

Copyright 2006-2009 Steve M Owens

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